In the midst in what's perceived God punishing David, woe upon woe, turns speechless. Dumbstruck, racked in despair to the core. Final cries. Silence.

And yet, in the middle of this, still – faith in God. Answers.

How does God respond in our failing live-up to what's asked? What the Cross brought, Grace brings and the Holy Spirit present in unremitting love from God is – all wrapped-up in – the mystery.

Some see 'hand-lifted, fence-removed' as the way to explain. Held by God, we're told. Therefore..?

Clearly expressed we live, because God speaks the sustaining word/s, and life emits. Is – life. But as to meticulous, or otherwise, intervention? I tend to see more, not less, interaction. And the bias or bend, toward mercy not judgement.

If God had not been on our side... and the way the world goes, reads-back as 'battle' The primary insight, not God-controlled – or absent. But in the midst and yearning forward, in love and compassion.

In Power. If only. If, we..?

Does God withdraw and therefore judge, or more directly, do-harm? Or less, or neither so much and reaping ways in this life, is difficult or not so-meant, for discovery?

Currently considering a 'small thing' and is it false-guilt or conviction, no-matter, or symbolic should? Must? At this rate unless release, probably surrender but not easy to discern.

I know that the overall mission is what carries the weight. The concerns. God has work in this love affair to be done. This the cost and challenge. What touches and interrupts this?

Will I ? Won't I? God knows, I know. What God needs.

The nations are under a self-imposed judgement. Mostly to come. (Even considering the widespread bloodshed and break-up). Some are already most-under it. Suffering at the mechanisms of the enemy.

Judgements are the consequences of others failure to stop the rot. The backlash, inevitably coming back upon lands associated with, and part-run by, the perpetrating war-lords. In delusions, think can escape but bringing-upon peoples, their families – upon themselves, their own judgement.

These vassals for their kings behave god-like but of all people, will be judged by God most severely. And this undoubtedly the pain kind. We all have responsibility plus and minus. God knows our sphere. To walk into such knowing hatred, not for some but the world, and have the influence and undertake to destroy?

(God judges rightly and to the uttermost. Saying we're all this or that is one thing. Stumble the children, get analogies that show God's intent. Go on from there).

This block, 'done' with the world and its historical shape-up, have their disciples. One of their names describes their cause and 'followers'; Globalists.

The con-game is an old and most-dominant cult-network, deflecting their evil activity into being various nations responsibility. Tribal wars, extremism of religion, money motivated – anything, but fermented by them.

There'll be wars and suffering, whatever. But the levels we face – taking in the concentric cabals/power blocks, fighting for central position – are initiated and somewhat managed, by a relatively small hierarchy.

In the final room-full, they think, encounters with other-side forces and magic-like manifestations with some perceived secret documents, put them on the winning side.

They want, the world to blame everyone but them, until the masses are led to acclimatise to the unfolding of their anti-Christ-ing.

This Psalm, these books of God, declare otherwise.

So yes, I'm dumbfounded at the confusion and misdirection but write words from God. And this is, way-WAY more powerful and defining.

End on a reading, as a prayer:

But I, like a deaf man, do not hear; And I am like a mute man who does not open his mouth. Yes, I am like a man who does not hear, And in whose mouth are no arguments. For I hope in You, O Lord; You will answer, O Lord my God. For I said,