An indulgent note. Chastened and determined. What a wretch... am unfinished -- but God. Knocked back... I knock some back. Not what to do. There is only one relief and overcoming: God for real, present and peace with. This takes soldier and athlete, not civilian or part-time.

Ever the present one. We can withdraw from. Recognise 'the stranger's voice' instead of deep-instinct and run. Shut. Stop. Sit... Walk and Stand.

God is asking for completion. And this, 100 in 100 times, not on 99 occasions. He needs to know. Seems a crazy-ass suggestion but is what is. Needs that reliance on me. Otherwise am forever on the sidelines looking in.

God takes us at our word. We make-covenant and form a call. Ask for what we get -- without even repeating the request. God holds specifics before us. We can get blurred or forget. Not so with the one who responds to fulfil.

Blessed with opportunity, God has employment and provision. IF we have heard his call, the only way to lack nothing is to be complete. To get set in and up. Live in. No conscious deviations. Not any. Not once.

If we want what God promises and proclaims.

What else matters?

Have no answer or competing for desire. Worth comparing. Now to make good of this and plant seeds -- not into weeds.

Must have something to say. Sign am hearing. Here is a note/declaration that God is here and WILL be/ is... my overcoming provider and friend.