Loath to say, without God raising up pray-ers, this world will – topple-over. (nb 'world'). This or not, more or less – all that matters, weighs heavy on me. No other conclusive, let alone reliable way back, from this brink we're on. But God coming? Not the 'again' time. That given, but now, like days of old? Testimony of the saints kind.

Feel the need to tell those embarking on peace and justice activities to take heart. That God is with. Wideness in dealings. Lights on? God's about.

...If I have anything encouraging to do about it.

Preach our crucified God's common grace, that isn't personal salvation grace and reception but recognises, those who choose unknowingly or caring-ly, to do what the church-is. When St whatnots, not so/much the activist at it. At all.

Lots of progressives being fair and reasonable. Responsible. Measured and mannered. All for polite but responding to the 'poor' needs discerning translation. What says God? Where God most needs?

Give a man a fish, to a net, ask for nets... but whose rumbling the poisoned waters and stirring for criminal proceedings? Therefore less-on the 'change the fishing system' and idealistic political perspectives. And get on, expose polluters. Etc. etc.

It is that, contrived, around us.

Hear; “Not/so, overwhelmingly central run, behind the scenes – Con”. Pull knowing looks, while claiming, “chaos, not such a conspiracy and certainly, not some gang of baddies" –

Don't see it. That's all. Rectify? Not, read a book to? Hours of documentaries? People-most, see pieces, not the puzzle. That and resilient 'told-otherwise'. Pride and vision-less. Could have humility and insight in bundles but for socio-geo-politics? Elite religion? Secret technology and alternative investigation into current affairs and history?

Na-da.

As soon as hear… read, something sounds 'conspiracy… theory' attached or implied, out comes the bin or in goes, to the mental draw. Or what's it matter knowing, any-way?

Evidence someone's got 'behind the scenes'?

Screaming.

(Or perhaps resigned and Nihilist about – not knocking em, but…).

What me jumping about here-on? It's more a tighter and consolidated 'conspiracy (singular)' than I hesitantly attempt to contend. Certainly, with more imminent and horrifying dangers.

For me/now – (reluctantly, semi-involuntary more recently do) – T.V., is the brightest darkness. News and drama, two areas. A blatant mind-test. Someone awake? Shutters up, messages-from and for, written like chemtrails. Whaammm, striking across the scripts.

Those keeping 'perspective'/“keep ya hat on” etc, there's 'coincidence, shoddy commercialism, human 'nature' pumped through and to, mass appetites…' anything but contrived and concentrated: Male female dark suits and dark-dead intentions.

The smarter and caring just don't get 'how-sick' and underway. The ritualistic subjugation towards culling into an experimental farm.These mutineers started, “so'll finish”

...they think.

And God? Behind truth. Truth-ing. Outing – this. Hidden/exposed. From children being abused and released, though to wars? (…we know).

So, too loudly saying it's all down to engaging with and through God, might sound-like undermining wider-effort. As if I have, what/influence? (One, few or – if ever – many?) Say/write what?: God works with and in good-ways-ahead, for as much of God's immediate realm (heaven), to invade where God has come (earth).

Two words.

Pray and, for the grace-ers/God calling to, self -ers? Maintain, there's need for increasing mutual aid-ing, collaboration-wider. Insufficient collective action. Anywhere enough, to push back and even put somewhat to flight, forces arrayed against.

Against humanity surviving in anything like the better, or best of it. Lay down the personals and find more... common 'grace' and enabling as man can. This m'thoughts.

Little sleep, so little time. This morn, want to pray. Needs-up. Normally, more discipline than hunger. Phases and lots do-as-go, or get 'outside'and easier but indoors? Other activities, ought or must. Pressing. Always something other beckoning in, pushing and jostling the call on God: To call.

That's all there was once. Call on God-ers. No 'Abrahamic faith', no labels, we are this. Only callers. At this time people began to… A number of why's and wherefores not least, the impact on the negative. Physical and Hebrew times provide verses for now, unseen wars.

We (called and calling), need God-words, ruminating in our thoughts. Daily trying to up-this medicine. Streams that feed tree-roots. Even the very reminding of food, is food:

Blessed is the one/who does not walk in step with the wicked/or stand in the way that sinners take/or sit in the company of mockers,/but whose delight is in the law of the Lord,/and who meditates on his law day and night./That person is like a tree planted by streams of water,/which yields its fruit in season/and whose leaf does not wither–/whatever they do prospers

To this, better go. To the verse above, I will...? Tells it all. Try explain?

...Do? See.

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God, want to do-more not so talk-about. Read you, inside me, indwelling words.Come out of this. Need a word? Know I'm empty. Speak dear God. Need you, like never before. Obsessively opening the pocket book. Bread and life. Be here. Must abandon and 'rights-off'. All to you. In Jesus Name.