Is is knowing God or, doing for and with, God?

Deeply troubled is 'I need to ask and receive'. This has to be the way. Knowing why and what? Unlock and delivery.

The Psalm’s about, why bother? Staring at the world-looking successful and pretty. Don't get pangs of troubled. But for... grace of… Goes me. That, and wanton self-generated sabotaging. Did me in – Praise God. Getting 'done in' is not best, but sure better than complacent company.

(Enemy-ways – thinking Church-ones, who should be sounding-up with Truth-activists – are so into not, being considered, extreme, or full of (“any more”) mad ideas. When The insanity, is in the moderate-mannered media. The sensible shoes and holistic smiles. We really do need to start 'foaming at the mouth'. Stare, at say, 'Aleppo' and scream. Shout the what can and have you, at the slaughtering in Yemen – the home-of here and U.K. complicity. My doing unless I do all to stop. Church shut-up and swanning about lesser crimes)

Here (nos. 73), he's slagging-off their disregard for the higher one. Obviously not one of them. Taking suffering daily because of his stand. Driven by desire, not to betray (your) children. Difficult understanding, way it is. Until... get alone with God – gets it. The(ir) final destiny. Goes on to cry out in confidence – God with. Reliance to the uttermost. Hidden costs for others who despise God's way. Commitment in being covered. To tell all – to all.

Consider, my understanding on future days, weak. Talk of 'universalism' is fragile best-hope. Know burning forever, and for all but some select in the said to be elect lot, is unsustainable biblically. Theoretical about what might be experienced prior to second death, is a heartbreaker. To be unable to revive love and be destroyed because. Need necessary salvation. Face and embrace, the glory of Christ and God.

Is all – about a saving from this? From ourselves? If living-on, having to live, with what happened?

Love God. For dealings with me, live and direct – and for the little I know, who God is. This some and one, gets me jumping. Life. See through/seen much, should have had overly idealistic-stuffing, knocked out, way back. But bashed on, believe still, in humanity special and sturdy-ish kind . Yet, like the psalmist, despair at the sickness.

Grant there's different calls for us, 'want to be called' ones. Purpose of God to build church, beat back the forces against. The outcomes of this, from and forward, out of God's heart.

New world-making cabals, want to/are destroy/ing, advancing fast. Church up to its raised-hands distracted, inculcated in given-up on fight of fights, theology. The 'final destiny' that 'deeply troubles' God, is undoubtedly the turning world-wide, the central deceptions that precipitates, ever increasing lands into these divided conquering 'Western-backed' cons. Then the new, old, Babylon captivity-order. Or? We...

I know the little – not the lot more could – for a number of reasons. For all this, the one voice that matters is God. What's said hereby and from – is/would be… Will Be transforming.

...then I understood isn't for curiosity, feeding, 'enlightenment' – or even personal transformation. God is clear. It's for 'others'. Psalm here and Bible makes this case: God has love and plans for what he made. This interrupted and in relative global jeopardy. This made right by self-giving, self in a body, mind and soul/spirit. Remade creation through one death. Returns unseen available, activating and enabling. Person. One. More of, yet, one in all. Present, moving here and there? Maybe or surely, not there? Tell to some degree, not-that, but 'in this'. Discern takes discipline. Sanctuary. Takes God. We cannot receive, when we will not. Not God, resisting – but us. We can remain in a fog. Pretend. Christians should know better but traditions misplaced or plain wrong, overwhelm and befuddle: 'God' implied 'calm and carry on'? Songs and slides, through to statues and silly clothing.

God is all about the poor. And liberation. War. And progressive peace. This for his warriors. Who fit for this, hear the alarm, do truth-based activism. The politics behind the politics-fed. (Bernays and type 'Propaganda'). In the sanctuary God has heart for a thousand... unnumbered cares. Some though, will spread disease-like, kill multitudes. If…

We know the poison, we know the poisoners only have one way of going: Through compliance until caught and too-late. Unless...

Be strong in the power of His might, put on...

God we run from you. We know this. Help me not. Help me 'come away with you' and keep in mind the important one – you. Not because you say so. Although do. But because you are. This what's what. Life. In you there's freedom, joy-up, and liberty-making action to overcome. For the places where you suffer with those. Calling us to pray. For presence to worship. For you. For those you love. For us. Giving thanks