More breaks in proceedings. My own fault, which impacts via unseen on to others and now facing kick-back. God is very real and determined that we who seek forth are holy ones through and through. Was not -- so, get the cost.

How it goes is this: Unless we are praying aright and needing to be specific times, the enemy tears in and does what does. Quite often through dreams. As in this, and on the personal/home-front stage. Out to destroy. Steal and kill. Much disruption, with the intention to upset enough and render us/me, unable to best pray.

The obvious weapon the enemy has is 'other people'. Most often, no one has 'power over' so irrelevant. Where can, the potential exploitation is leverage.

God makes these activities helpful to plans. In this case, the unhappiness with my duff-doing couldn't be clearer. Literal signs and wonders to reverse earlier words and make crystal clear God's displeasure. All in all, presupposed-realities into another realm. Shocking stuff. Most revealing. As if I doubted this much care and attention?

Heaps up another weight of judgment upon. Anyways, won't bark on into what little-read readership.

Deserving what? Nothing but minus zero. Mercy -- the word. Might well end up in a circumstantial gutter. All because... don't heed and harken. Take massive heart God doesn't let go. Has plans. Unfathomable someways why? Quite the touching and significance.

What's the solution? Live: dead/alive. Be my utmost for his highest and 'self-death'. Relinquishing all rights.

Most are not enough. The 'power' we have and exerted in the alternative to perfect actions is -- sin. Red-hot rebellion. In the place of life a wrong death-living. The right one is harmony and costly endeavours. Wrong is in me-me-me pleasures.

How misused, the 'abundant life' verse. Equals; God not for drab, dull, and for a dreary time. Like we have a bit of zest and colourful fancy. Live a little... have some fun. Not for me to judge (others), each to God's own but does this appeal?

Nope... but slavery and poverty is a pain that dominates fears. A one-thing -- not this please. Anything but -- with health as long as -- is all my desires.

Having said this there's a deeper and way more profound one: Anything but what heaps up the waste. Opportunity knocks and God entreats and calls forth.

Closing. "Pass the offering..."

Have said before (on Truthscoop), B. Hicks summing up ought to be remembered:

'I'll show you politics (in America). Here it is, right here. "I think the puppet on the right shares my beliefs." "I think the puppet on the left is more to my liking." "Hey, wait a minute, there's one guy holding out both puppets." "Shut up. Go back to bed, America. Your government is in control. Here's Love Connection. Watch this and get fat and stupid. By the way, keep drinking beer, you fucking morons."'

Feels odd seeing F-ing... and here 'in Church'.

This is so on the mark and where, too easily at, with 'the world'. Thought should drop this in. It's the will-not-consideration that obliterates 90% of social/political commentary. Jus' sayin'.

Write out 100 times:

I must not talk or think the false paradigms are real.

And while at it/in case offline for some days:

Must fast lots. Else all a vain and sorrowful waste of living...

(Update as/and am about to post:

God relented. Person shifted thinking.

Should write on God's relents. On the 'morrow eh.

Praise, peace, and thanks. May the lesson be learned and not repeat the rot.)